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something happened but i dont know what it is. somehow i am just really happy right now. i just feel so at peace with my life and everything thats going on, well for the most part. i dont really care what made this happen cause i just love it. i love being ok with who i am. its nice.
despite a hectic week (maybe cause i didnt really finish my portfolio til last night... but thats beside the point) i have had an amazing past 2 days. ill call them mental health days. wednesday sucked so much and i was just pissed. and that night when i got home from my game i was just like "mom i dont want to go to school tomorrow" and she was like "hmmm ok." so i didnt go. and that was splendid. so i slept til like 9:30, got up, worked on my portfolio for a little, "cleaned" my room (it was more like just putting all my clothes on my bed so the maids could clean the floor haha), then went to the pancake house with jesse. mmmmm raspberry waffles.... and then we went and got our nails done. after that i dropped off jesse and picked up julie. we went tanning and then went to get coffee and talked. so that was a good day. and then today i went to school, but i really didnt do anything so its ok. when i got back, i got myself some lunch and then went tanning with alba (haha yeah im an idiot. oh well might i say i am very burned. this is unfortunate) and then we went and got our provisionals off. wahoo! then i came home and went out with my mommy. we went to south moon under where i got the cutest belt and lght blue juicy flip flops. then i went and got my book for lit. and i felt accomplished again haha. so now im just all relaxed and stress-free. its awesome.
im gonna try to get all my school work that im supposed to do over break done this weekend. so then i wont have to worry about it when im in NC. which, might i say, i am sooooooo excited for. so what if the weather might not be amazing? me and julie will still have an awesome time :o) so excited for the coach outlet! and hopefully this store will be open tomorrow so i can get my hot sunglasses before we leave. which isnt til monday but thats ok. and! my parents decided that i can drive the lexus down to NC. so im just loving life right now. im basically happy with everything hurrah! well i hope everyone has an aaaaaammmmmmmmaaaaaazzzzzzziiiiiiiinnnnnnngggggg break!!!!!
PS: i just want to add that colleges are being stupid this year, and not accepting people that deserve to go there. so they suck, but dont worry cause youll be happy where ever you are! and everything happens for a reason, so it will all work out in the end. *mwah*
despite a hectic week (maybe cause i didnt really finish my portfolio til last night... but thats beside the point) i have had an amazing past 2 days. ill call them mental health days. wednesday sucked so much and i was just pissed. and that night when i got home from my game i was just like "mom i dont want to go to school tomorrow" and she was like "hmmm ok." so i didnt go. and that was splendid. so i slept til like 9:30, got up, worked on my portfolio for a little, "cleaned" my room (it was more like just putting all my clothes on my bed so the maids could clean the floor haha), then went to the pancake house with jesse. mmmmm raspberry waffles.... and then we went and got our nails done. after that i dropped off jesse and picked up julie. we went tanning and then went to get coffee and talked. so that was a good day. and then today i went to school, but i really didnt do anything so its ok. when i got back, i got myself some lunch and then went tanning with alba (haha yeah im an idiot. oh well might i say i am very burned. this is unfortunate) and then we went and got our provisionals off. wahoo! then i came home and went out with my mommy. we went to south moon under where i got the cutest belt and lght blue juicy flip flops. then i went and got my book for lit. and i felt accomplished again haha. so now im just all relaxed and stress-free. its awesome.
im gonna try to get all my school work that im supposed to do over break done this weekend. so then i wont have to worry about it when im in NC. which, might i say, i am sooooooo excited for. so what if the weather might not be amazing? me and julie will still have an awesome time :o) so excited for the coach outlet! and hopefully this store will be open tomorrow so i can get my hot sunglasses before we leave. which isnt til monday but thats ok. and! my parents decided that i can drive the lexus down to NC. so im just loving life right now. im basically happy with everything hurrah! well i hope everyone has an aaaaaammmmmmmmaaaaaazzzzzzziiiiiiiinnnnnnngggggg break!!!!!
PS: i just want to add that colleges are being stupid this year, and not accepting people that deserve to go there. so they suck, but dont worry cause youll be happy where ever you are! and everything happens for a reason, so it will all work out in the end. *mwah*