cause im not crazy. at all.
ok. so. wondering if anyone else has the same fear haha...
i have this intense fear of getting raped. its my biggest fear. it seriously scares me half to death. i remember one time when me and jess had blazed and i was really fucked up and i got scary paranoid, my rape fear got soooo big and i was like shaking and we went to the bridge and i wanted to cry. and now when i think about it its kinda funny, but at the time i was on the verge of tears. is this weird? haha is anyone else really afraid that theyre gonna get raped? or always think that people are watching you? haha im so paranoid. perhaps this is not good. maybe i shouldnt be posting this cause youre all gonna think im psycho. but i am. so maybe it is ok. good god i really need to stop. anyways, the point of this entry is just me saying that i hope i dont get raped.
*locks doors and hides under desk*
ps i hate it when people do the action things in teh little * things. like what i just did. its so annoying. but i thought i would jump on the * bandwagon. i said something like that to click earlier. i dont recall what we were talking about. make me shut up........
i have this intense fear of getting raped. its my biggest fear. it seriously scares me half to death. i remember one time when me and jess had blazed and i was really fucked up and i got scary paranoid, my rape fear got soooo big and i was like shaking and we went to the bridge and i wanted to cry. and now when i think about it its kinda funny, but at the time i was on the verge of tears. is this weird? haha is anyone else really afraid that theyre gonna get raped? or always think that people are watching you? haha im so paranoid. perhaps this is not good. maybe i shouldnt be posting this cause youre all gonna think im psycho. but i am. so maybe it is ok. good god i really need to stop. anyways, the point of this entry is just me saying that i hope i dont get raped.
*locks doors and hides under desk*
ps i hate it when people do the action things in teh little * things. like what i just did. its so annoying. but i thought i would jump on the * bandwagon. i said something like that to click earlier. i dont recall what we were talking about. make me shut up........