what can i say?
haha life is soooo great. lindz you were right and i should have listened to ya but hey what are you going to do. it was fun! i am having the greatest time of my life at MSU. tonight is going to be insane. i still think where did i go wrong but the answer is nowhere. i tryed but the attempts fell short. the tighter i hold on the harder it will be to let go. even though i don't want to let go i am. still feeling strongly but there is nothing that i can do to change what has happened. will it change to what i wanted? i hope so but i'm not going to count on it. been listening to a lot of Tom Petty and i love it. the ones that i like are the ones that i feel apply to me and what i should do (not rolling joints or anything like that but listen to the songs and thats the message). the songs are Don't Come Around Here No More, Roll Another Joint, Runnin' Down A Dream, Don't Do Me Like That, and Free Falling. i just listen and relax. my mind is officially back because i have started to win again in poker! ahhh you know those "good" chills you get when like your mom says your friend can come over? well yeah i am having those all the time haha. i am getting asked why i have a smile on my face all the time now. . .its the little things that do it. . ."everything matters" well this will be continued from this point in the next message but i have to shower, eat, and PARTY. call my cell for some love and joy. . .i am full of it. . .bye everyone have a stupendous day