Feeling like i needed you
I dont feel like confronting my fears today. My worst fear came back yesterday and to be honest i dont care on how much i stand to loose im getting as far away from it as possible. So yes, that does mean no book, but everyone needs sanity so its a decent sacrifice...i mean the irony of it!
The only way i get around this is..if i were to confront this person. and even then...I WENT THROUGH IT ALONE SO WHAT GIVES YOU HALF A RIGHT TO SIT THEIR AND READ WHAT IVE GONE THROUGH. I think you have no right at all. And the only way Im going to give my stuff away like that is (not counting the problem ive got with a certain person) is that a) im actually ready to let go and b) i make it so uncomfortable for you, you might just for a second appreciate what your reading.
And to be honest none of my writing is that good.
Ive got flu anyway, which is ok but i cant breathe right and that really fucks me off. But my mums determined to get rid of me so im stil going away tomorrow. Not that anybody will notice. Ok yeah im moaning and being assy but my blog my rant my space. BUT my favourite song has just come on - Goldfrap - A&E - its good. especially when they did it for radio 1.
And if you must really know im too scared to release that book .
Oz will talk me round i guess.
Anyway, i might get done for fraud if i dont do the book now...