Stagnant
I think I'm going to start keeping a real journal. People use LJ for one of two things: legitimately keeping people posted on their lives, or seeking attention. I have no desire to do the latter, and I would prefer the former be more face-to-face and personal. Without having a place to write for now, I'll give you an entry.
I'd like to go home and spend some time with my Dad. For the first time I can remember, I really miss someone from my family. Hm, that probably makes me moderately shitty. Especially since I don't miss my mom.
I'm on the fence about most of my life right now. I want opposing things, and in the struggle to have both sides, I'm getting stuck in mediocrity in every aspect. I kind of want to get away from here, I feel like I'm in a routine and I accept it out of comfort more than this being what I want. I think a while at home, or at the least around old friends would do me very well.
I'd like to go home and spend some time with my Dad. For the first time I can remember, I really miss someone from my family. Hm, that probably makes me moderately shitty. Especially since I don't miss my mom.
I'm on the fence about most of my life right now. I want opposing things, and in the struggle to have both sides, I'm getting stuck in mediocrity in every aspect. I kind of want to get away from here, I feel like I'm in a routine and I accept it out of comfort more than this being what I want. I think a while at home, or at the least around old friends would do me very well.