Why do I feel like I always am fucking up something?

[webs_of_heaven]

This always happens.

I make everthing so negative and I feel like I dont make ppl happy anymore. This has happend before...and it has ended the same way before. I dont want to be stuck in this stupid cycle, in this stupid LIFE!

I just want to quit everything and go somewhere far away...

I just want to experience happiness. Again.

Sigh...