Apr 27, 2009 04:49
I have been awake since before four and I went to sleep late last night and so I am tired now and this isn't good.
I was feeling low and down about a number of things.
I was worrying about work - also about being tired for said work. I am not starting the week at work up to date and I am struggling. I can't remember the last time I got any help at work - there are two people with no set jobs who help where needed on section - tina never gives me help but critisises me all the time for not being up to date and for having missing files and she makes it worse by patronising me and treating me like I'd not been doing the work for a year - but more like a week!!
Also my Nan isn't very well - in and out of hosp this weekend - her diabeties isn't good and she had the runs so a hospice wouldn't let her stay on saturday. I'm not sure what exactly the matter is but I think it a collection of things brought on after a fall she had cos she didn't have hearing aid in - she couldn't find it. I am worried about this as well
It seems as though it is always one thing after another and no let up :(
work,
nan,
low