May 19, 2006 12:26
I'm currently sitting at school eating lunch, myspace is dead (nothing interesting to read on there, and I'm too lazy to write any comments)
I just finished up a pretty decent presentation on Animation, and how fun uses animation. Masayo seemed to think it was good enough to tell me I did a good job. Probably because I had note on what to write on the board. Not many other people have so far.
I'm starting to think I could be a teacher for the summer workshops, and I definitely wouldn't be opposed to the pay increase, but I'm not really sure yet. I'd rather work with brandon, and it seems like he's also at about the same level as I am at presenting. Also, He definitely seems more relaxed than I am when I get up there. It's getting easier though. Alot of these freshmen know some of the specifics of Fun better than I do however, and the way it's designed in some cases can be counter-intuitive. So that leads to me mentioning something that isn't neccisarily correct.
Things with Charli seem great for the most part. I am still capable of being really stupid though. Recently I got pretty upset (a.k.a. "emo") over something dumb. I had taken a candid photo of her with my phone while we were at the mall hanging out, and she had her mind set on it being a stupid photo that didn't deserve to exist. It was just a picture of her leaning back in a chair because she was looking at something I think was in her purse, it was cute. So anyways when she found I had taken the photo there was some fighting over "seeing the photo" on my phone but I knew she just wanted to delete it so I didn't let her have it. Later when we went to get some Starbucks(tm), my phone fell out of my pocket onto the couch and she grabbed it -- and before I could get it back the photo was gone.
This was when I got pretty upset, she seemed to think it was funny, but I maybe have _one_ picture of her, and anything on myspace just doesn't count at all. It doesn't feel intimate, everyone can see anything on there, the pictures arn't personal at all. At times I feel like there's little evidence our relationship has even existed. You'd think in 6 months there might be more evidence of us being together. Maybe I'm still not entirely over it.
I'm still hoping we can get closer once we're more mobile. Charli and I both cannot drive at this point, and as amazing as my friends have been with helping me out with rides (Mostly brandon, but colin helps too) the 15 or so miles might as well be 50.
Well I pretty much have to leave it here, Scott Dee just walked in and I'm sure he'll want to get started soon. But I really hope this summer turns out to be my favorite summer yet.
Estimation for reference later (I'm not disclosing the details of what this means unless you ask me personally):
6 * 4 * 18 = 432
432 / 12 = 36 = 1 Month + 6 days
.5 * 30 * 6 = 90 Hours