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Apparently assembling/repairing/safety-testing bikes is only worth $6-7 an hour. Apparently it's also a seasonal position.
Right now, my two favored "ideal" jobs are swordsmith and furniture-maker...jobs completely unrelated to my studies and stolen by a combination of guns, mechanization and the chinese. Option 3 is to simply lock myself in a room with a bunch of analog sampling equipment and a closet full of narcotics, in the hopes I produce something relevant before I fall into minutes 25-30 of a VH1 special.
At this point I really don't care. I don't trust my plans. I've made far too many incorrect life-choices for me to view committing to plans as anything but commiting myself to making another horrible mistake.
A job that pays enough to pay the bills and will allow me to go back to school is all I need. I can volunteer at every place that can use my help, until I find a calling. As it stands, I refuse to give myself fully until I have a true passion toward what I'm doing.
Right now, my two favored "ideal" jobs are swordsmith and furniture-maker...jobs completely unrelated to my studies and stolen by a combination of guns, mechanization and the chinese. Option 3 is to simply lock myself in a room with a bunch of analog sampling equipment and a closet full of narcotics, in the hopes I produce something relevant before I fall into minutes 25-30 of a VH1 special.
At this point I really don't care. I don't trust my plans. I've made far too many incorrect life-choices for me to view committing to plans as anything but commiting myself to making another horrible mistake.
A job that pays enough to pay the bills and will allow me to go back to school is all I need. I can volunteer at every place that can use my help, until I find a calling. As it stands, I refuse to give myself fully until I have a true passion toward what I'm doing.