hmm
i always thought that you cared that i meant something to you.... and you know what i love you so much and i always thought that you'd feel the same way and out of anybody i could always look up to you and you just make me that much stronger , the thought of losing you kills me. its almost like having your bestfriend die.. you are the girl of my dreams and my bestfriend.. i just wish that you would listen to me and when i say things talk back i wish that things bother you like they bother me.... but i guess you know ill always be here........and i dunno like always........im retarded..and your just that much better than me and i see you as the person that would look at the things you put in your journal......Find a girl for me who will risk the comments of his friends just so he can be with you .. i did .....and still defend you in everyway i can.....i can see you lost that grip along time ago i guess youve never been the same i..........cant talk anymore about this....