ok so most amazing weekend ever..

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This weekend i went to the big city of ottawa lol. I had so much fun just like being out of this shitty out hores town that i live in and just getting away and not careing about whai had left back home.The hole time i was thinking to my self if i never went back what would happen could i really saty here and leave behind everything in my life my home, my friends my famaly and tho who love me. At ferst i thought maybe i couldn't do it maybe i could never move to this place is what i was thinking on the train ride down. So for the hole way there i thought i could never do this maybe just comeing on weekends once in a bit would be all i could do. and then i got there and i saw her (Lichelle) she looked amazing so pretty and perfec. Then i started thinking to my self maybei could stay here in this place but i still had some second thoughts. shortly after that with in a few hours anyof thos thoughts about my friends famly and anyone how loves me back were out of my head and i was ready to just stay there. I mean just walking throw the mall with this girl and talking to her was just so amazing she was just so i don't even know how this can be put in to words but its perferct. After a bit i was getting sick of haveing the carry around my backpac so i told her i would like to fined my hotel no so i could get rid of it . So we went and did that after looking at a few places i finaly picked one and i got room 1008 and the tenth floor so we went up to the room and just sat and talk for a bit and just layed in one of the beds. The hole time i was just looking in to her eyes wanting to give her a kiss i could tell she wanted me to but i was just to shy and couldn't bring myself to do it. Finealy she made the ferst move and gave me a kiss and it was amzing iv never had butterflys in my stumic like i did when Lichelle kissed at ferst i just thought it was my nervs that made me fill like that untell we were standing on the bellcany and i kissed her this time. This time there was even more butterflys it was crazzy i never know a kiss could ever have felt so good. It was perfect ....

There was more to this weekend then just kissing and butterflys. Like just talking and going for a walk on parlament hill. I vary quickly realized that this girl and i were so much alike. Like she compleatly opend her self up to me well she was talking and we have more in comen then just like the music we like and that stuff .Were alot alike as people she might not have notesd becauce i really did say to much about me but i really lised to her and she is so prefect i don't think there is anoutere girl in this world thats like her. She is so perfect for me noone has ever made me happy in the way she did this weekend.

I was soposed to go home on saturday but i some got confused and i missed my train home by one minute and atferst i was so mad and i was throwing around my cell phone and calling friends to see if they would come get me it was a fucking mess and the hole time Lichelle felt so bad she thought it was all her falt and that if i had never come seen her this wouldn't have happend and all i can say about that is if i haddent of come seen you Lichelle i never would have had the best weekend i never would have realized that you are the grates person the hole world. If i got on that trian i wouldn't have talked to you on the phone that night for as long as i did and wouldn't know you as well as i do right now.

Thank you so much Lichelle for showing me the best time this weekend you are so perfect... Thank you for the kiss, thank you for all the butterflys but most of all thank you for showing me the most beautifull person in the world....yourself <3