Jul 06, 2005 23:29
Well as long as everyone else is letting out how they all feel, I got some things I want to get of my chest too. Mainly all about one person, actually all about one person. I am not upset at all about the situation, pissed off yes, but not upset. I am pissed because I felt the whole long distance thing would work. I mean I wasn't very good at trusting people but ya know what I honestly trusted you. Especially after we had that talk and you told me TO MY FACE not to worry about them. And then a week later you call and end it with these words "I'm not feeling this anymore" thanx for that one. But the thing that gets me is the next call you made was to melissa to talk about jonah, fucking jonah, she asks how I am and your like "he seemed fine" and then and without batting an eye you go right back and talk about jonah. And dont be mad at melissa cause she told me this. Just stab me in the back, fuck, Thanx for making it hard for me to trust pretty much anyone now. And another thing that post today, yea, great. You are just gonna write out a part of your life. I mean geez the people you are writing out were a big part of your life for a year. Sorry if we are not as cool as your new friends in west chester, but we were cool enough that you wanted to hang out with us. Sorry if we didn't make you truly happy that you had to pretend around us, sorry that you are pissed of at the whole town of williamsport, but you chose us if you weren't happy up here it was because of the choices you made, and if we were that bad that you can just write us off than I am sorry you chose us and I am sorry that I wasted your time and mine. Im sure you are sitting down there reading this and laughing to yourself feeling good about living down there. But if you are really writing us out of you life, which is waht I understand from your post, then don't even bother coming back for a visit because you are certainly not welcome.......