(no subject)
Reasons to Panic:
1. I need to know what happened in Europe during the Cold War, but I'm still stuck in Restoration.
2. I need to finish SEA readings so that I can write decent GP essays about any topic under the sun with SEA as my reserve of examples, but I'm stuck in Europe.
3. I need to revise English, but I'm still stuck with the French and Austrians and Germans and Italians and the English are still pretty much sitting out on everything I'm trying to cramp into my head.
4. I need to memorise my Lit texts, but... you get the drift.
Reasons why I'm not really panicking when I really should:
I'm trying so hard to keep myself afloat amidst all the pressure at home. It's really unfortunate that everything's suddenly catching up with me right now. It's unfair. And it's painful when I've been wanting to cry for so long and yet not a single tear would come. I'm so so tired I want to just give everything up like I did back in Sec4. Except I can't anymore.
I can't focus on work. I can't focus on anything. For the first time I actually took the initiative to ask people out because I couldn't bear being alone. And then it became even more unbearable because you aren't here with me. I wish you were here, so so much, but you can't.
It's so unfair.
1. I need to know what happened in Europe during the Cold War, but I'm still stuck in Restoration.
2. I need to finish SEA readings so that I can write decent GP essays about any topic under the sun with SEA as my reserve of examples, but I'm stuck in Europe.
3. I need to revise English, but I'm still stuck with the French and Austrians and Germans and Italians and the English are still pretty much sitting out on everything I'm trying to cramp into my head.
4. I need to memorise my Lit texts, but... you get the drift.
Reasons why I'm not really panicking when I really should:
I'm trying so hard to keep myself afloat amidst all the pressure at home. It's really unfortunate that everything's suddenly catching up with me right now. It's unfair. And it's painful when I've been wanting to cry for so long and yet not a single tear would come. I'm so so tired I want to just give everything up like I did back in Sec4. Except I can't anymore.
I can't focus on work. I can't focus on anything. For the first time I actually took the initiative to ask people out because I couldn't bear being alone. And then it became even more unbearable because you aren't here with me. I wish you were here, so so much, but you can't.
It's so unfair.