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my previous post sounds pompous and arrogant and i sound like a pain in the ass. bleh. i don't know what to do anymore... perhaps i should just crawl away off the stage rather than staying on to make a fool of myself.
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i am freaking out for real. it's astonishing just how much i'm lagging behind for SEA studies and lit. and i'm barely keeping up with EU studies as well. and english is killing me and i'm hanging on by my nails. i swear i'll catch up on ALL the readings for SEA studies and lit after next wed is over. oh, and then i can start panicking about papers and essays and assignments. AHH.