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my amazing boyfriend fixed my computer for me with one single click of the mouse, after almost 4 months without it. not terrible with having my iphone and other computers, but still. now i have mine and i can write in my lj without judgments!
although i know i am happier then i've ever been in my life, i can't help to feel so broken sometimes. i'm trying to do everything to keep my life and sanity balanced. i don't even know how to explain how i'm feeling. i thought that maybe writing in this again i'd be able to wrap my head around my own thoughts, but it's just not working.
i want to go back to school, i want to travel and move away from here. i want to do so many things but i have to be stuck here for awhile first and that's beyond devastating.
although i know i am happier then i've ever been in my life, i can't help to feel so broken sometimes. i'm trying to do everything to keep my life and sanity balanced. i don't even know how to explain how i'm feeling. i thought that maybe writing in this again i'd be able to wrap my head around my own thoughts, but it's just not working.
i want to go back to school, i want to travel and move away from here. i want to do so many things but i have to be stuck here for awhile first and that's beyond devastating.