break downs and ogres.

[weathered_veins]

so, here's another little update. after my last post, i laid on my bed reading a bit, with my family going out to eat.

i just starting bawling. i pulled myself together and went to make myself something to eat. just some noodles.

while i waited for the water to boil, i cried. while i snapped the noodles in half, i cried. while i wait for them to cook, i cried.

it was an exhausting meal. i cried for a good twenty minutes straight.

then i smacked myself in the face and told myself to get a grip. i wrote a note: "i left. i'll be back later." and took off.

i went and saw a movie by myself, grabbed some dinner and brought it home.

i'm feeling much better, much more in control. not so crazy, would be a better way of saying it.

i'm just very sleepy.