Blowing up

Mar 28, 2010 09:18

So I snapped yesterday at my mother-in law. Im not proud of it. Still, it in turns upsets me because rather then focus on maybe what I said when I snapped and maybe try to figure out why im mad at her, she pretend its never happened. Its something my husbands mentioned in the past, she ignores certain things because shes incapable of understanding other peoples views. This can be applied to almost anything too so I've noticed.

Sad as it is, I cant find anything to look forward too. The only event I'm looking forward too will be in a year from now if things continue to fall in place, i.e. graduate on time. Still work weekends, Matt still has a job, nothing crazy happens.

It feels like the only way to survive is to cut myself off emotionally. I've tried it before, its not fun.
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