paths we take
Everything is changing and so it goes to show that people are going in differing paths, are we those people too? Has everything I tried to keep right in my life turned wrong and all the wrong turned to shit even worst then before. Well it seems that way when I can't even reach my best friend to talk or when I feel like I have made a mistake that i didn't even know i had made. I guess what I am trying to say is... ahh fuck it If I mean so little to someone that they can just drop me then fine their loss. I will not fret or worry about it anymore I refuse to go down fighting when there is no fight to be fought. I have fought for every inch into the hearts of each of my friends and I will not fight to keep myself there because even the walls have cracks in them. I am flawed, I am scared, I am so lost, and the only thing keeping me going is that fact that I had some friends who i could talk to about almost anything. Yet now they have all gone the night is here and I am alone I have no one tell me it's okay when it's not.