All I can do is Laugh...hahahaha
I swear...Sometimes I don't even know what to think. Sometimes I think this town is ruining all of me. And Sometimes I think its the only place that can save me. Right when I got all settled in the fact I will be here the next two years and was okay with it I got a call from the school of my dreams saying I was accepted into the school. I was excited...but excited because I accomplished something. Not excited because I wanted to go there anymore. I had to say yes, because I felt like it was a "sign" like it was the only place that needed me. Plus I would finally have a home of my own!! And That felt amazing. So after a few months I moved my stuff down to LA. Come to find out a week and a half later I would find out that I didn't get any scholorship like I was planning on, I got like 1500 from Student Aid, and The Loans places the school works with don't have enough money to give to me right now. So My options turned into I can go..but not until next semester, try and go this semester and pay in the next 5 days, or...stay here.
Guess What I picked...Here. Yep. I think I am going to stay here, save money...somehow. And I felt like a faliure until my good friend told me I am not. Its just things that happen in life we have to deal with. And I'm okay with staying here. Who Knows...I kinda felt like I was not ready to leave as much as I said I was.
Guess What I picked...Here. Yep. I think I am going to stay here, save money...somehow. And I felt like a faliure until my good friend told me I am not. Its just things that happen in life we have to deal with. And I'm okay with staying here. Who Knows...I kinda felt like I was not ready to leave as much as I said I was.