on that note, co-ops are even cheaper... sketchy and weird yea but i think the lorax is 200ish for room and food, which seems like you could make it work alone.
so... we've always known your mom is not what we'd want from her sometimes. like you said somewhere else, i think this is your chance to just step away, and take her imput as the challenge that yuo're going to get over and be stronger because of. listen to yourself, you know you want to and can pull through this. I'm so sorry she isn't being what you need her to be for you. she thinks she's helping you, which is frustrating because for you it's so much different... but yeah. you can make it what you will.
i don't know what it is about being behind that's so devastating, but i know it is. the reason your whole mind is screaming with the desire to get it all over with is that that's all it takes... sitting down and doig it. which shouldn't be as impossible as it is. but you know that's all there is to do... just go to the library or whatever and get in that mindset.
and yeah, anything possible just to make the awful feeling go away sounds worth it... but you're smarter than to do somethign yuo'd regret later. you like learning... you take classes for a reason. i hope you can get through this on your own brainpower.
so...i dunno. call me if you wanna talk or go to a coffeeshop to read or soemthing. you can do it.
so...
we've always known your mom is not what we'd want from her sometimes. like you said somewhere else, i think this is your chance to just step away, and take her imput as the challenge that yuo're going to get over and be stronger because of. listen to yourself, you know you want to and can pull through this. I'm so sorry she isn't being what you need her to be for you. she thinks she's helping you, which is frustrating because for you it's so much different... but yeah. you can make it what you will.
i don't know what it is about being behind that's so devastating, but i know it is. the reason your whole mind is screaming with the desire to get it all over with is that that's all it takes... sitting down and doig it. which shouldn't be as impossible as it is. but you know that's all there is to do... just go to the library or whatever and get in that mindset.
and yeah, anything possible just to make the awful feeling go away sounds worth it... but you're smarter than to do somethign yuo'd regret later. you like learning... you take classes for a reason. i hope you can get through this on your own brainpower.
so...i dunno. call me if you wanna talk or go to a coffeeshop to read or soemthing.
you can do it.
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