Dec 31, 2005 15:35
Well... because I couldn't tell Shanna sooner than today what we will be doing for New Years, she has made other plans.
This was the absolute last time I could see her before she moves away and I blew it.
I hate that she is leaving so much. I was so much happier when she was here.
But I can't tell her that because I don't want her to feel bad about leaving.
I love that girl so much. I really have only known her for a couple years, but I have never felt so connected to someone so quickly. I wish she knew how much I miss her already.
I hate to say it, but I am kinda wishing that this New Orleans thing doesn't work out, but that is just me being selfish.