Vacant thoughts
So I am sitting here waiting for my mommy dearest to pick me up. I was supposed to take the train to the filthy Shwa, but I am far to sick. I am sitting here shuddering and sweating profusely... Why then am I even going? I haven't a clue, but I imagine it has to do with that special feeling we all get around this Holiday season. I refer of course to Guilt. Yes folks the one time of the year where I actualy feel a bit bad about the alienation I have with my blood ties. I also think that it serves my best interests to drag myself; salivating and convulsing, into their midsts as much as possible prior to moving back in with them. This of course is happening after the new year I imagine. I had origionaly planned to make the exodus prior to Retail Panty Dance Day, but decided that since the rent is paid (in theory) I can wait until after the holiday Hub bub has given its final death rattle... for now.
I have Xmas with the Dad's side of the Fam on Sat., then at my brother's place on Sun. then I am going up north for a week with my Mom to help her do some Cabin renovations. I suspect in most cases this is where family bonding and wisdom of the generation before would be handed down and a meeting of the hearts is made. I've no doubt that my mother has a great deal of wisdom to dispense, I will make every effort I can to be receptive. I just know that in our pasts we are two entities that are best kept a table length apart if kept together at all for long hours. Guess we will see.
Also means I am going to be away from SL for this whole time. *PANIC* Since the club is just digital information rendered and resolved on my screen, I am fairly confident it wont burn to the pixilated foundations. Tho, there are some creative deviants on our staff... Patches...
I will miss talkin to Jessi, but think this time apart will be in our benefit. We both have alot of things on our minds, and alot of big life changes coming up. I trust that Patches and Tracer will keep her at least somewhat occupied, and she has a multitude of other things to keep her Neko curiosity occupied.
No I still have no Idea how to make these posts short and Linked... Prolly why i usualy just troll everyone elses journals rather than post my own. Well... Latah folks.
I have Xmas with the Dad's side of the Fam on Sat., then at my brother's place on Sun. then I am going up north for a week with my Mom to help her do some Cabin renovations. I suspect in most cases this is where family bonding and wisdom of the generation before would be handed down and a meeting of the hearts is made. I've no doubt that my mother has a great deal of wisdom to dispense, I will make every effort I can to be receptive. I just know that in our pasts we are two entities that are best kept a table length apart if kept together at all for long hours. Guess we will see.
Also means I am going to be away from SL for this whole time. *PANIC* Since the club is just digital information rendered and resolved on my screen, I am fairly confident it wont burn to the pixilated foundations. Tho, there are some creative deviants on our staff... Patches...
I will miss talkin to Jessi, but think this time apart will be in our benefit. We both have alot of things on our minds, and alot of big life changes coming up. I trust that Patches and Tracer will keep her at least somewhat occupied, and she has a multitude of other things to keep her Neko curiosity occupied.
No I still have no Idea how to make these posts short and Linked... Prolly why i usualy just troll everyone elses journals rather than post my own. Well... Latah folks.