Apr 16, 2008 03:53
I remember being younger.
All living in the day, not caring.
People you were best friends with since old times.
It's a thing.
I want to make things happen.
I'm quite tired of life's little secrets that are all skulking in the background.
Hiding behind curtains, coming out only when the lights are out.
I'm gonna become successful, but I need to defeat myself first.
I'm in my own way.
Damn it.
People need to stop standing in front of themselves and instead stand off to the side and watch and be like "man this guy is going to make things different, he's gonna do well".
I was told today not to spend so much time in my head, and I think that's how I am blocking myself, which is obvious.
I need to tell the voice in my head to grow up.
He's kind of an asshole.
He thinks that all circumstances are out of my control.
And he tells me about how I'm worthless and shit.
That guy.
Maybe I could kick him out and put a new, friendlier voice in my head,
One that isn't such a dick.
Maybe I'll bitch him out later, and then learn things that are neat.
FIN