My Best Friend

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I feel like I lost my best friend.
Nothing is the same anymore.
Everything has been different.
I want the long conversations.
I want the advice.
I want the laughter.
I want the " Hey Im Bored, come hang out with me"
I want the random car rides.
I want the lil things.
I want the endless arguments back.
I want the making fun of back.
I want the I know EVERYTHING about YOU back.
I want my deep secert back.
And I just want It back.
I want him back.

Ugh, and now i just don't know what to do.