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Dear LiveJournal,
Everything has been kinda up and down. To start off school is ok. my first four classes are easy and im doing pretty good in all four of them. After lunch though is a different story. Math and Chem are so hard i donno what to do. Oh well all I gotta do is keep trying and stop procrastinating.
Homecoming was AMAZING! I had sucha wonderful time. Colby is a really fun, awesome date. I really got lucky this year going with a awesome dude. He was sucha gentalman. He Opened all my doors and i got to cruz arounf in his nice car...ha! Mel and Randy where pretty cute. And I had a good time hanging out with them, The only bad part of my night was how the corn stunk up the car...oh well. I really felt beautiful too, something i never feel like.
I been at Summer's house alot. Helping her clean it all up and make it all pretty and organized, since she is moving probally in November or late October. I really don't want her to leave. she is my mentor. I love her to death, and I don't want her to go. It wont be the same without her. My life has changed for the better since i have met her. Its going to be REALLY difficult for me when she is gone. I will miss her.
But besides that My Family needs prayer. My Grandma has something wrong with her brain, and i hope its nothing serious. My Grandpa has been nothing but awesome to my whole family and i really haven't been to nice to him lalty and i feel hecka bad. Everyone in my family has been fighting, only when my mom is aroudn though. I dont understand why. But I do Miss my mom, I miss my dad also. I think im seeing my dad this weekend, i dont know about my mom though. Hmm. I Really miss my kitty too. I wonder how big he has gotton. Plus my sis has been ahvin g a hard time in school with school and friends, just keep us in mind.
For something exciting though, i went to San Leandro today, The police found my Social Secerty Card, Lisence, Gift Cards, Bank Cards, and Other things in a dumpster. So i drove out there this morning and got them all back. Thank the Lord. The Lord does AMAZING things. THat was a blessing.
So Basically I am actually really lonley. I really feel like I am ready for someone to come into my life, and have a great relationship. I Been talking to alot of people about it. I really just feel this calling in my heart. But as Summer told me, Don't settle for good, settle for best, and thats what i should do, and until then i will wait.
Tonight was alright. I came home, took a nap, but woke upevery 10 mins bc i get worried for no reasons, this is why i never sleep well at night. And then I did some homework, Went to KidzAlive. Witch was very fun. I love working with lil kids. My small group is a bunch of hyper 3rd graders. They are cute. And I chilled with Alissa's lil bro Andrew and we played b-ball.
But Now its kinda late, and im going to bed. GOod Night Journal.
♥ Wease
Everything has been kinda up and down. To start off school is ok. my first four classes are easy and im doing pretty good in all four of them. After lunch though is a different story. Math and Chem are so hard i donno what to do. Oh well all I gotta do is keep trying and stop procrastinating.
Homecoming was AMAZING! I had sucha wonderful time. Colby is a really fun, awesome date. I really got lucky this year going with a awesome dude. He was sucha gentalman. He Opened all my doors and i got to cruz arounf in his nice car...ha! Mel and Randy where pretty cute. And I had a good time hanging out with them, The only bad part of my night was how the corn stunk up the car...oh well. I really felt beautiful too, something i never feel like.
I been at Summer's house alot. Helping her clean it all up and make it all pretty and organized, since she is moving probally in November or late October. I really don't want her to leave. she is my mentor. I love her to death, and I don't want her to go. It wont be the same without her. My life has changed for the better since i have met her. Its going to be REALLY difficult for me when she is gone. I will miss her.
But besides that My Family needs prayer. My Grandma has something wrong with her brain, and i hope its nothing serious. My Grandpa has been nothing but awesome to my whole family and i really haven't been to nice to him lalty and i feel hecka bad. Everyone in my family has been fighting, only when my mom is aroudn though. I dont understand why. But I do Miss my mom, I miss my dad also. I think im seeing my dad this weekend, i dont know about my mom though. Hmm. I Really miss my kitty too. I wonder how big he has gotton. Plus my sis has been ahvin g a hard time in school with school and friends, just keep us in mind.
For something exciting though, i went to San Leandro today, The police found my Social Secerty Card, Lisence, Gift Cards, Bank Cards, and Other things in a dumpster. So i drove out there this morning and got them all back. Thank the Lord. The Lord does AMAZING things. THat was a blessing.
So Basically I am actually really lonley. I really feel like I am ready for someone to come into my life, and have a great relationship. I Been talking to alot of people about it. I really just feel this calling in my heart. But as Summer told me, Don't settle for good, settle for best, and thats what i should do, and until then i will wait.
Tonight was alright. I came home, took a nap, but woke upevery 10 mins bc i get worried for no reasons, this is why i never sleep well at night. And then I did some homework, Went to KidzAlive. Witch was very fun. I love working with lil kids. My small group is a bunch of hyper 3rd graders. They are cute. And I chilled with Alissa's lil bro Andrew and we played b-ball.
But Now its kinda late, and im going to bed. GOod Night Journal.
♥ Wease