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so i guess things are super over w/ ryan. he called me in NY and told me he missed me and needed me and i made him happy and that he was all mine. i was so happy. he then ignores me and tonight when i told him that i missed hanging out with him he says 'you shouldnt cause im leaving'. translation - fuck you and deal with it. god damn boys. fuck them. fuck them all. im so glad that i didnt sleep with him again. fuck him. fuck him hardcore. fuck him till he cant move. fuck him till he cries, fuck him till he cant stand up, or sit, or breath right. fuck him all the way back to the days when he was in the womb. fuck him up and down, fuck him. fuck him fuck him fuck fuck fuck him. fuck him till he knows what he's fucking done to me. fuck him good, fuck him bad, and fuck him like a dirty 2 cent hooker. fuck his mom and his grandma. fuck all those fucking novaks for knowing him. w/e