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i have overwhelmingly been noticing that men are unreliable. every single one of them. the more i think about it the more i find examples. its not even 'men' as in the romantic though. im sure hunter the beagle that sleeps on my couch is unreliable too. ill find an example for him, but so far he consistantly just lays there. when i leave and hours later when i come home he is still in the same place. its rediculuos. end of rabit trail. men. men are unreliable. my dad never said yes or no. are we going to grannys house on thursday night? our plans are 'tentative'. that must be my dads favorite fucking word. 'tentative' fuck tentative. how hard is it to say yes and mean it, or say no and mean it? its freakin annoying. friends even. things come up, i understand. consider the shit that mel was talking about the other day. its bull shit. i can be a jerk sometimes. noted. i understand that everyone has flaws, but some people are consistantly unreliable. most of those people happen to have a penis. and then there are those that lead you on. hope is the most dangerous thing in the entire universe. every freakin time i start dating a guy he 1. disappears 2. only has time for me in random spurts 3. says way after the cut off point for this decision that he wants to just be friends. excuse me? you are throwing me into friend land after several dates and messing around? what the hell? its like turning in your taxes in late october. you also have to love those hudinis. disappearing and reappearing. this isnt a fucking circus, this isnt a childrens party so stop being such a clown. im not that bad. im a decent girl. im not the fish thats so gross that you just throw your whole pole into the water and drive back to shore. i just dont understand. theme of the story - men suck