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so i have been thinking a lot and am pretty much just confused about everything. planning for the future and having goals doesnt really seem possible right now. i dont think that ill be able to have mid range goals for a while. i am going to set up my tentative schedule for the next year this weekend when im playing with my new laptop i think. i am going to find my list, sit down and just get my classes sorted out. i dont think that i am going to try and take all 4 classes this summer. i might try to graduate in summer instead of spring if i can. i could take two this summer and two next summer and be fine. or 3 each summer and only 4 for spring/fall. depends on what i find and if i want a minor. i am so confused about a minor. it will look better i think for grad school if i have one. i am going to TA a couple times and see how that goes. maybe get letters of recommendation from them. you know, get personal relationships. that is my big worry about grad school. i know i can get the grade on the GRE. i am worried about letters of recommendation and my GPA. that is why i might take another semester so i can really try to get my grades up.
joey hates me. its official. he said that he doesnt want to talk to me again. i deleted his number from my phone. it was very very very hard. i have to know its over. its really over. i read him correctly. he lost interest and was pushing me away so i would break up with him. at least im not as stupid as i look.
im excited about my laptop. i want it to be here today. it will just make my week.
my study partner is super hot, and very nice and even laughs at all my jokes. he laughs at all my jokes. we all know how hard that is because im generally retarded. oh well. it would be nice if something were to happen with him, but he is honestly very nice and wouldnt want to mess anything up there. and besides i suck at sciencey stuff and he used to be pre-med so he can really help me out there. My friend josh too is very attractive and wouldnt mind seeing something happen with him, but i am just going to sit back and see where things go.
joey hates me. its official. he said that he doesnt want to talk to me again. i deleted his number from my phone. it was very very very hard. i have to know its over. its really over. i read him correctly. he lost interest and was pushing me away so i would break up with him. at least im not as stupid as i look.
im excited about my laptop. i want it to be here today. it will just make my week.
my study partner is super hot, and very nice and even laughs at all my jokes. he laughs at all my jokes. we all know how hard that is because im generally retarded. oh well. it would be nice if something were to happen with him, but he is honestly very nice and wouldnt want to mess anything up there. and besides i suck at sciencey stuff and he used to be pre-med so he can really help me out there. My friend josh too is very attractive and wouldnt mind seeing something happen with him, but i am just going to sit back and see where things go.