Sad Songs
Sometimes it feels so good to listen to sad songs, even though they are sad and at times make me sadder. Somehow it is also comforting knowing that someone else is feeling what I feel.
I really wish that I didn't get attached to people so quickly. There's this new guy in my life that I met less than a month ago. I saw him for one night. And have only talked on the phone with him a handful of times... now I am starting to miss him... he's 7 hours away from where I am... how is it that I already miss him? I hardly know him but I am starting to feel connected to him. He says that he misses me too. I don't know if this is good. The possibility of what is to come is definitely exciting but I don't know if I can go through with this again if it is going to end in so much pain. I am terrified of having another case of heart break. This year has been a lot of heart break. Over and over and over again.
I really wish that I didn't get attached to people so quickly. There's this new guy in my life that I met less than a month ago. I saw him for one night. And have only talked on the phone with him a handful of times... now I am starting to miss him... he's 7 hours away from where I am... how is it that I already miss him? I hardly know him but I am starting to feel connected to him. He says that he misses me too. I don't know if this is good. The possibility of what is to come is definitely exciting but I don't know if I can go through with this again if it is going to end in so much pain. I am terrified of having another case of heart break. This year has been a lot of heart break. Over and over and over again.