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[wearfancybriefs]

i don't enjoy feeling like
i begin all my sentences with "i" and "and" but
neither do i enjoy it when
it is always about
everyone else.

what is the difference between harmless selflessness and
becoming or having always been
a door mat?

i keep telling myself that everyone i meet is the same
and they keep being exactly that.
i wonder how long it will be until i actually believe it.
there is too much hope to be wasted this way.