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[wearewhatweare]

Wow i haven't updated in forever. it's probably because myspace/facebook has taken over, and it's just really sad that i participate in all three. so maybe thats why i have been neglecting this little lj. anyway, the summer is pretty much over. I leave for school in just about a week. im excited but not. I really wanna get away from the pioneer valley cuz its pissing the hell out of me, and of course i wanna see my mville girls and room with them and all that, but i don't know. im going to miss eoin. sometimes i fucking hate our situation and just wish we could be in love again and not have to worry about school or anything else. and im going to miss my friends, but at least the mcgraths are only going to be a 20 minute train ride away, so i will get to see them often. i really hope eoin comes to visit me. i hope he talks to me more and i hope we at LEAST become friends again. right now im waiting for britt to call. i realized i dont have much time with her left before we go back to school so i was really into hanging out tonight. i think she might have forgot. no one else really to call. maybe chels. but shes probably working. i was thinking about going up to school tomorrow and visiting my girls and help them move in and stuff since it's my day off. i dont know. i need a haircut. im getting one this week. it might be drastic. depends on my mood. ok this is no fun. myspace is way cooler. it has pictures.. ;) im going to go track down something to do. who knows when i'll update again. maybe when my life gets a little more interesting and a little less like a piece of rotting fruit....
??? that was deep stuff right there. aaagh im tired. adios.
~Emma