Apr 17, 2005 16:56
Wow i don't update much...sorry about that. it's cuz of all the fucking work i have to do this month so i can pass my first year at college. i am almost out of school. I think i'll actually be done before may! im not sure though. thats so fucking insane. I dont even know what im doing this summer. probably sucking at life, but thats not new. I need to get a job. I dont know if cvs will hire me this late but i should get on that. Other than work i'll just be being really depressed and trying to find friends this summer. i have such mixed feelinga about this summer. i want it to come, but i dont. i dont know. im never fucking happy. i hate my life. aaanyyways, britt came to visit me at school. besides eoin, she is the only one of my friends to come and visit. it's pretty sad that no one else tried to come. whatever. thank god for b bear. we must take an awesome vacation this summer cuz i seriously need it! okay it was so beautiful out today that i might have to go outside for a bit longer. i'll update when i can. sorry my life is not exciting. ugh im tired. ok. bye~
Emma