Jan 27, 2005 20:59
Sometimes i really miss brittany. over winter break we had some really good times and i sometimes wish i went to college with her cuz we would have so much fun times. maybe it's best that we dont lol. anyways....i was just thinking about how i wish there was something cool to do. there really isn't sometimes. it sucks. a lot of the time actually. but don't get me wrong. we know how to have a good time here at mville. i just wonder what the city would be like to live in. i miss ham too. hanging out with her and andrea was so fun and we didn't even smoke lol. you know what i mean...so yeah that and chelsea and that pretty much sums up who im missing from the pioneer valley. well and bob...duh.
on a completely different note, it has come to my attention that it's very possible that people i know and am friends with, have at one time or another done coke. im going to be totally honest to anyone who knows me. usually im not too judgemental. i mean admittadly i poke fun at britt from time to time or call gina an alcoholic occasionally for their choices, but it's only in jest, and i never really think less of them. i want everyone to know, when it comes to things like coke, its completely different. if you are my friend and have ever done cocaine, its probably best that i NEVER find out, because you will be judged and i will, without a doubt, think less of you. thats the way it goes. like it or not. its who i am. i try not to judge, but sometimes it can't be helped.
sorry that was a random tangent, but issues like this come up at college, and i just felt like getting that fact about me out there...out onto the world wide web lol.
god i hope there's a pub party tonight. lets just say i "missed" the one last week. yeah i don't wanna talk about it. so i wont lol. i should probably go be a cool college student now. i don't have much else to say. lets see i addressed the issue of missing brittany yup, and of my adamant opposition to cocaine, yep thats done. ok i think im set. i'll update when i get a chance, which will probably be never cuz im a crazzy college student. i'll try. much love,
~Emma