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Feb 21, 2006 03:45

how muchdid i love her?
i FUCKING loved her
and for some strange reason, i feel like iv been wasting my time with her
like actually, i dunno what iv lost and i dunno whats happnedd
"kEATINGS" comes to fucking fucking mind now
oh aye, i bet she did pull him on sat, just aswell if i find out hes the wanker that i broke up with erin for then im gonna fuckin kill him.

me and alessio, town for dummeis this weekend im fucking getting over her
im to paranoid now that iv lost her because she just couldint be arsed.
aye, fuck it man fuck it, why come back to an open relationshp? when you can perefectly have me but lower it to a less serious relaitonship were were just aving a "ball" aye? but naw, you dumped me because things were "going down hill" when they werent. i even asked you to never leave me but you did, adn that if you knew things werent happeneing you have to tell me, but no YOU FUCKING BROKE MY HEART, i dont want you, when your open for someone else i want you for myself.

i cant fucking stad it now, iv actually never cryed infront of any of my friends like that in a fucking long time, shows how much care about you
ah wel you go have your fun and be with other guys, im just another "fuck up"
in your relationship life.
ill go and fucking leave you lone. im sick of relationhsihops im fucking sick of them because i never get what i want and i always end up changing, like i havent done yet but the cracks are bloody showing.

YOU KILELD ME/
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