Just when you thought...
Man, I've been on a movie trip...
Thursday:Along Came Polly
Friday:Monster
Saturday:Big Fish, LOTR-Fellowship
Sunday:LOTR-Two Towers, The Butterfly Effect
Mmmm good shit.
Well yesterday was by far the worst of my sudden depressions. My apologies to everyone involved. I seriously wanted to end it all. My world was spinning and everything that I thought was perfect seemed so awful. Seemed so played out and made up. But I took sometime to myself last night and realized that this is what I want. This is want I need. This is what I love. I cannot let the fear take me over anymore. Because this is it. This is the one. No regrets.
I woke this morning feeling so refreshed, so new, so alive. And I know this is only the beginning. The beginning of the rest of my life.
Thursday:Along Came Polly
Friday:Monster
Saturday:Big Fish, LOTR-Fellowship
Sunday:LOTR-Two Towers, The Butterfly Effect
Mmmm good shit.
Well yesterday was by far the worst of my sudden depressions. My apologies to everyone involved. I seriously wanted to end it all. My world was spinning and everything that I thought was perfect seemed so awful. Seemed so played out and made up. But I took sometime to myself last night and realized that this is what I want. This is want I need. This is what I love. I cannot let the fear take me over anymore. Because this is it. This is the one. No regrets.
I woke this morning feeling so refreshed, so new, so alive. And I know this is only the beginning. The beginning of the rest of my life.