fuck subjets, im updating:
its now, 11:56am, january 1st 2004 (very original begining non?)
well, i have one thing to say,
i hate being sober
i hate going home to an empty bed, alone (&dont mistake my words, im not in for just anybody in my bed)
i hate being way to calm for any of it to really affect me.
i really hope everyone did have an awsome new year's tho.
i dont even know what i really wanted.
but in the end, i suppose i should have been home.
or i should have been rolling.
laugh, go ahead. but you know i love that shit. and not for vicks vapor rub reasons./
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well, i have one thing to say,
i hate being sober
i hate going home to an empty bed, alone (&dont mistake my words, im not in for just anybody in my bed)
i hate being way to calm for any of it to really affect me.
i really hope everyone did have an awsome new year's tho.
i dont even know what i really wanted.
but in the end, i suppose i should have been home.
or i should have been rolling.
laugh, go ahead. but you know i love that shit. and not for vicks vapor rub reasons./
-.