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Is/can this ever be an uncensored medium with which to record your thoughts? Does anyone else find themselves holding back every time the familiar update journal window pops up? It's funny how the worst kind of judgment is that you're a mass of self pity, and to combat this we, or at least I don't use this as a journal, I use this as a means of communication with a part of me 3 1/2 hours away. As corny as it is, each of you who I acknowledge as friends contains part of me. A mannerism I picked up, some music I listen to, and for that I'll never be able to part with the lot of you, no matter how hard I run. Yet still in some weird ironic way, just as I hide from myself within the confines of my body, there's some information I withhold from my out of body self, which manifests itself in all of you. Fuckin weird eh? I promise I'll be simple next time.