AND THE FEAR EXPECTING AHEAD
I'M EXPECTING A LOT OF FEAR AHEAD,
BUT IT'S NOT THE TYPE OF FEAR
THAT'S VERY COOL TO TALK ABOUT
IN PUBLIC.
IT'S BEST SERVED TO PERSONAL
CONVERSATION(S)...
OR TO BE NEVER SPOKEN OF AGAIN.
THE LATTER IS HOW I LIKE TO SOLVE
PROBLEMS WITH OTHER PEOPLE. I GUESS
THAT'S A REFLECTION ON THE FEAR
I'M EXPECTING AHEAD.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WORSE, THOUGH.
BEING AFRAID
OR HATING MYSELF FOR BEING AFRAID.
A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE COUNTING
ON ME TO BE BRAVE.
AND NO ONE REALLY WANTS TO HEAR
THAT I WILL LET THEM DOWN
OR THAT THERE'S NOTHING IN ME
LEFT TO BE STRONG.
I GUESS
IT'S CUZ
FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER
I'VE FELT LIKE I HAD MISSED OUT
ON SOMETHING
AND THAT I'M ALWAYS BEHIND.
WELL, MINOR THREAT. WILL I BE OUT OF STEP WITH THE WORLD AT TOMORROW NIGHT'S ENVY SHOW?