Converations
While watching Dark Angel I heard some of my alters talking. At least I think so. It was so clear and kind of suprised me...I had to write what I could remember down.
1: You know, I always wanted to be a part of some underground type of thing.
2: Yeah? Why?
1: I don't know. I guess to belong to something outside of reality. Outside the social norm.
2: What about OV?
1: OV was a start. But, it doesn't exist anymore.
2: Oh yeah. Besides, it wasn't really your thing. Or mine.
1: Yeah. I want something else. Something I can't put my finger on.
2: Finding that is going to be hard. Not like you can look it up on the internet.
1: No. But I can try.
After that the voices went back to being just their low din. I felt like there were ants crawling all over my neck and face and back. But, there aren't any ants. Well, maybe there was one. But not more than that. I looked. Second time I've had this weird hallucination. I still feel them but I'm trying to ignore it. Don't want to bother the baby who is nursing. I didn't know a person could feel stuff that isn't there. Hear it, yeah. See it, sure. Feel it, well now I've heard everything. lol
I'm really out of it. I've been sitting here, just looking at the computer for about 5 minutes. Totally zoning. At least I think I was. Probably still alittle sick. If this lasts another few days I'm going to the doctor.
1: You know, I always wanted to be a part of some underground type of thing.
2: Yeah? Why?
1: I don't know. I guess to belong to something outside of reality. Outside the social norm.
2: What about OV?
1: OV was a start. But, it doesn't exist anymore.
2: Oh yeah. Besides, it wasn't really your thing. Or mine.
1: Yeah. I want something else. Something I can't put my finger on.
2: Finding that is going to be hard. Not like you can look it up on the internet.
1: No. But I can try.
After that the voices went back to being just their low din. I felt like there were ants crawling all over my neck and face and back. But, there aren't any ants. Well, maybe there was one. But not more than that. I looked. Second time I've had this weird hallucination. I still feel them but I'm trying to ignore it. Don't want to bother the baby who is nursing. I didn't know a person could feel stuff that isn't there. Hear it, yeah. See it, sure. Feel it, well now I've heard everything. lol
I'm really out of it. I've been sitting here, just looking at the computer for about 5 minutes. Totally zoning. At least I think I was. Probably still alittle sick. If this lasts another few days I'm going to the doctor.