Oct 07, 2004 20:29
today i did things that werent good. This week in fact has been rather bad. Oh well. i dont know why but lately ive been lapsing into quite a few depressions. Something reaaallyyyy good needs to happen to me soon or i think im going to...not be happy. yes.. lets count the shitty events of aria's life shall we?
(yes i am in the mood to bitch to no one in particular)
1. Cheated on someone and now he hates me (for a good reason of course)
2. Came home from new york only to find that someone who i was quite taken with did not feel the same anymore.
3. Senior year = not as good as i expected, same workload, same stresses.
4. Hooked up with some beautiful man, turns out he only wanted sex.
5. Got pushed around by mom for not working hard enough...wow, i dont work hard enough...thats a good one.
6. Plans for a fun day turned out badly, again...
OH JESUS HAVE MERCY ON MY PATHETIC SOUL
pity me, pity me a lot.