Feb 03, 2004 16:26
i was up almost all night on sunday just thinkin about how i've been living. and all could keep thinkin about is that im living the way i want to live and that just one thing is missing and thats my M-BOY he is everything for me and i dont know what i would do without him in my life, even though he's not with me everyday i know he loves me just by the way he looks at me or the way he talks to me i mean before i was never able to talk to him and now i can conect now. some pple think that im just into one of those childish things and then i think of how much im hurting myself. i have these big plans for myself and \just thinking of him interupts my plans.