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[weallyconfusded]

okay this is the end of this cuz i know he knows how much i love him and i think hes just pushing me away telling me to forget about him and move on... i dont know but i know that im slowly getting over him... *good thing* thank god! but yea so now that im getting better im probally going to go back to the whole concert scene when i get back! *also a good thing* cuz thats like the only thing im good at... smoking... and flirting... two most favorable traits hahaha and plus i miss chris so yea thats another thing... want to go see that hottie when i get back up in new york.. by the way im in tennessee visting my brother and his family they are doing ok... im havin fun its nice to be visting old friends and family... cant wait till i can stay with erica a day cuz i know well have fun!! *hehe* lol but yea anyways i miss my chris and btw i almost started cutting again BUT I STOPPED MYSELF!!! calm down... cuz i know that people care about me and would like die if they knew so im not going to go back to that resort again!!! ok well im gonna go dawn needs the phone
<3marisa
PeAcE Fo NoW~~~***