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i came home from work early today. i feel sick again. i think its allergies from all the pollen and stuff. fuck springtime. fuck it all to hell.
luke just asked me to go with him to return bottles and cans and stuff. i wish i could have gone with him BUT no. he begged and i told him unless he wanted me to puke all over his car, i didnt think it was a good idea. he quickly declined. i miss luke a lot. he was my best friend ever. we used to do everything together and i find myself NOT doing things because i dont have someone like him to do them with. i wish we could hang out more. the only bad thing about luke is that i cant really talk to him about a lot of stuff. hes just not that kind of guy. i dont really have anyone like that anymore. i miss that.
theres more i want to talk about right now but i cant find the right words to say them. ive been thinking about the way i live my life and how i remove myself from a lot of people. ill elaborate on this later.
luke just asked me to go with him to return bottles and cans and stuff. i wish i could have gone with him BUT no. he begged and i told him unless he wanted me to puke all over his car, i didnt think it was a good idea. he quickly declined. i miss luke a lot. he was my best friend ever. we used to do everything together and i find myself NOT doing things because i dont have someone like him to do them with. i wish we could hang out more. the only bad thing about luke is that i cant really talk to him about a lot of stuff. hes just not that kind of guy. i dont really have anyone like that anymore. i miss that.
theres more i want to talk about right now but i cant find the right words to say them. ive been thinking about the way i live my life and how i remove myself from a lot of people. ill elaborate on this later.