May 14, 2002 11:01
my patience with people in general are at an all time low. i seriously feel like kicking everyones ass that comes in contact with me. and the very few people i wouldnt feel that way towards, dont even notice i havent been around.
im considering not making a move at all. because those two belong together. maybe. who knows. im going to lay it all out on the table, i think, and see where my honesty gets me. honestly, either way right now, would be a blessing.
i got like.. two hours of sleep last night. i dont know why. i was really tired when i went to bed but my thoughts were in over drive and i couldnt slow them down. tonight=real world. aw yeah. the sun is finally out too. thank god. i hate when it rains here cause it get so cold out and i have to cuddle with my blankets and im stuck in the house. all thats not so bad in the winter. but in may... its aggrivating.
two weeks and one day. im so excited.
im dizzy. i feel sick. barf.