Who is this? Lindsey Morrison, Amanda Niemann, Jody Boschetto, Sara Green? Tell me, gather up the balls to post your name.
Tell me what you think my life is like. Do you think I don't have paranoya? Do you think I haven't tried to kill myself multiple times? Do you think my mother and I have a decent relationship? No.
If I was a poser, I would not keep subjecting myself to this harassment, and I would change myself. I dress the way I want. If I like this, I'll wear it. Today I pruposly dressed like that, to see the reactions. And I was treated good. Better proving how ignorant the people of my school are. I'm not a punk, I don't listen to punk [for the most part], and I don't act punk.
I'm moving to my fathers, possibly going to a mental hospital. I've been caught ODing on purpose, and saved, unfo fortunatly. My mother is kicking me out of our house. She's told me she hates me, we don't talk. I have no friends at school, with the exception of meg. Dont ever fucking say my life is pie. My life does suck, I wouldn't be saying this and causing so much commotion if it was a lie.
You want to see the cuts? Ask, you'll be sick.
If you don't care, don't read it dumbass, you are a fucking retard.
Honestly, post your name.
I don't think you understand the extent of my depression, you are kind of stupid. And when I say kind of, I mean amazingly.
Tell me about your life. If you are who I think you are, than you are immature and ignorant for posting this. You have yet to dip your feet in the waters of the pain. Show me some of your cuts, your poerty, you photography, your art.
r u kiddin?xmadecraziixNovember 4 2004, 14:26:15 UTC
ok .. wow .. 1st of all ... Jody Boschetto is the bomb! .. 2ndly if u cut ure a fuckin FLAMER .. that is so gay that's like omg my my life is so badd .. WAHHH WAHHH .. its like ok .. be a baby?! ure 14 years old get over ureself .. kerry i kno ure not a poser but posting that u cut n sayin ure life sucks is ASKING for harrassment .. thats RETARTED .. that kind of stuff is PERSONAL .. don't post that shit .. get some balls .. n get some HELP .. think b4 ure write ..
i love you still im just worried n lookin out 4 u hun <33 nat
Re: r u kiddin?xmadecraziixNovember 4 2004, 14:27:48 UTC
ooooh one more thing .. don't write jock as an insult .. BIG mistake .. not ALL jock's are stupid and ignorant .. watch what u say .. be careful who u offend ..
Re: r u kiddin?skoolsrprisonsNovember 9 2004, 20:54:21 UTC
first of all, thats COMPLETLEY ignorant to whats going on in that persons life (regarding your comment on cutting) dont automatically assume that people actually control their lives, and the only thing they can relieve their stress over is self mutilation. Apparently, it looks like you were basically handed everything you wanted or needed throughout life, so you never got to experience pain to the extent where you want to dissapear. Maybe you have, maybe your just not as sensitive, but seriously..your 15, get over yourself and dont make ignorant judgements. And regarding your second comment, not ALL people that cut are whiney. Some are incredibley brave, amazing people.
So, final line, Dont think its okay to be ignorant to what you apparently dont know about.
I mean, come on, seriously, your 15/16...get over yourself already.
Re: r u kiddin?xmadecraziixNovember 10 2004, 21:15:50 UTC
ok .. 1st of all good thing i know you guys?? .. anddd how do i type liek a 7 year old kerr? thats kinda weird .. and 'marshfieldblows'i do understand cuttin and ive helped many friends threw it .. but if ure in enuff need of help to cut yourself .. and the only pain u can control is when u CUT YOURSLEF?! .. thats where the line gets drawn .. wen u feel the need 2 cut ureself .. something should click that 'HEY!! .. maybe i need help?!' .. i mean y hurt ureself more then what ure already goin thru .. think about it .. how does that make sense? .. and i didnt mean flamer literally! .. wow .. i was just surprised n thats just not fair 4 a person to have to get to that point .. sorry if u took my comment wrong kerri .. just lookin out 4 u ..
and im only 15 .. and WELL overr myself .. by the way =o)
Re: r u kiddin?weakforyourloveNovember 10 2004, 23:52:47 UTC
Whatever Natalie, I love you, but you just don't seem to understand cutting or depression until you've expirienced it. Marshfieldblows is roffey. I loff him.
jody b and i are not great friends, i'm pretty sure she has posted bad things in my LJ before, so i have reason to beleive that was her. maybe you don't understand cutting. it makes me feel better. it works, when theres nobody to listen or help. blah, i'm talking to you online anyways.
Um, just because someone cuts doesn't make them a flamer. (Especially since I am almost certain you don't know what a flamer is.) Some people cut because they have legitimate mental problems and others because it is the only pain they can control.
Re: r u kiddin?xmadecraziixNovember 10 2004, 21:18:34 UTC
and sorry .. maybe u just dont kno me well enough to make that kind of judgement.. i am one of the least ignorant people .. but w/e it doesnt really matter whether u think im ignorant or not
Tell me what you think my life is like. Do you think I don't have paranoya? Do you think I haven't tried to kill myself multiple times? Do you think my mother and I have a decent relationship? No.
If I was a poser, I would not keep subjecting myself to this harassment, and I would change myself. I dress the way I want. If I like this, I'll wear it. Today I pruposly dressed like that, to see the reactions. And I was treated good. Better proving how ignorant the people of my school are. I'm not a punk, I don't listen to punk [for the most part], and I don't act punk.
I'm moving to my fathers, possibly going to a mental hospital. I've been caught ODing on purpose, and saved, unfo fortunatly. My mother is kicking me out of our house. She's told me she hates me, we don't talk. I have no friends at school, with the exception of meg. Dont ever fucking say my life is pie. My life does suck, I wouldn't be saying this and causing so much commotion if it was a lie.
You want to see the cuts? Ask, you'll be sick.
If you don't care, don't read it dumbass, you are a fucking retard.
Honestly, post your name.
I don't think you understand the extent of my depression, you are kind of stupid. And when I say kind of, I mean amazingly.
Tell me about your life. If you are who I think you are, than you are immature and ignorant for posting this. You have yet to dip your feet in the waters of the pain. Show me some of your cuts, your poerty, you photography, your art.
That's rite, STFU, you ignorant jock. Really.
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i love you still
im just worried n lookin out 4 u hun
<33 nat
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So, final line, Dont think its okay to be ignorant to what you apparently dont know about.
I mean, come on, seriously, your 15/16...get over yourself already.
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and im only 15 .. and WELL overr myself .. by the way =o)
*HUG*
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I don't want to fight.
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<3Kerry
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Good Day.
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my thoughts EXACTLY
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You are good with words, as well.
Natalie, you type like a 7 year old and you are ignorant, judging by what you have wrote. But I still love you. 143 hun1^&*@!~@
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