Mar 05, 2007 01:41
"Well fine, don’t you do what I want you to.
Don’t degrade yourself the way I do because you don’t depend on all the shit that I use to make
my moods improve."
I think that sums up my feelings fairly well. very well indeed. dont u read into it too much because u dont get it.
i got pissed on fewer pints than everyone else. that sucked, but in the end what does it really mean? fuck all! just that it's cheaper for me! fuck u.
beth groped me somewhat tonight as per usual on a sunday night. I hate it, but it's growing on me. If i get this pissed everytime itll be pasable as 'fun'. not that it is at all. it's torture and degrading. but then what can i expect really?
cant wait to see bright eyes with kate. gonna be amazing. love her so much!
also cant wait to go home. getting a bit irritated with the same old people here, as much as i like/love them. I'm sure when I'm home i wont be able to wait to leave. it's ups and downs. ups and downs.