Feb 24, 2006 02:01
Not a great evening really. played poker round Matt's house, lost everything pretty much straight away. heard wasnt really in it.
Just got home, found out how much of a shitty financial state we are in and how much of a bastard ive been. Mum can no longer afford to pay the mortgage or afford to get a proper food shop after this one..
Cant be good. I suck as a son, or just as a person in general.