Jun 04, 2007 11:43
I just found out one of my closest childhood friend's father just died. Holy shit. I want to call her but I don't know what to say. He was the closest thing I had to a real father. My real father is... well let's just say he may as well not even exist. Though after this, I can't help but to feel a bit guilty for thinking that when she's going through such a hard time..
He was the only father I knew of that genuinely cared for his kids.. He was a single father for a very long time too. Did it all by himself. Holy fuck she must be losing her mind right now.. I don't know what to do. Erin what do I do? I need to call Crystal but I'm afraid of making her feel worse by talking to her about it..