this is hard
never knew itd be this hard..
its hard even writing this and im not gonna write much because i know ill break down and cry and thats something i can not do. everything hurts. my legs hurt just from crossing my legs. i sleep more so the day goes by faster. im eating less and today alone all i ate was medium fries (which i split in half throughout the day) and an apple. thought id be eating more, but im not. im just not that hungry anymore, thought i would be.not trying to starve myself because i love food. half the time when im walking anywhere, i have my head down. i keep thinking things in my head and i cant get them out. things arent going great and some days are better then others
+ my mom finally got her new car last week, convertable. arent we lucky? its nice.
i know i wont be writting in this as much as i would want, but... why should i? nothing good in my life now..
im going to sleep
-xox- i have weak wrists, but can u still keep me?
its hard even writing this and im not gonna write much because i know ill break down and cry and thats something i can not do. everything hurts. my legs hurt just from crossing my legs. i sleep more so the day goes by faster. im eating less and today alone all i ate was medium fries (which i split in half throughout the day) and an apple. thought id be eating more, but im not. im just not that hungry anymore, thought i would be.not trying to starve myself because i love food. half the time when im walking anywhere, i have my head down. i keep thinking things in my head and i cant get them out. things arent going great and some days are better then others
+ my mom finally got her new car last week, convertable. arent we lucky? its nice.
i know i wont be writting in this as much as i would want, but... why should i? nothing good in my life now..
im going to sleep
-xox- i have weak wrists, but can u still keep me?