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So why is it that me, being who I am care so much yet say "Mean Things" all the time, why am like that? I would like to see the circuitry that is involved with the heart to the hands within me. Where the missing connection is and why it only connects sometimes. I wish it did all the time. It will one day.
So I have been learning and thinking of lately about life and how craptastic it is. I mean it is full of unfairness and crappy things and nothing is easy and things are not always fun and are not always the things that I want to do. I have found that having a bad attitude about it all and demanding it being my way is the best way to deal with it as well.
Okay I lied, it is not the best way.
The thing that I have been learning is that life is what it is and learning to deal with it properly with the right perspective and responsibility is what it means to be a man and an adult. You don't have to be positive all the time, but being in a horrible cynical attitude is not the best way to deal with it.
Someone told me that I had potential, loads of potential, but I have to be the one to make it into kinetic and do something with my potential. I just pray that I am, however I see that I waste a lot of it and I need help to direct it and do something with it. God help me.